I feel inadequate on holidays. Never quite able to make the people they are for feel as special as they are to me. I'd love to make it happen this year but I don't think I can.


I had a vivid dream night before last...I was outside in a crowd in a park. I was looking for something that led me down some sidewalks. I then realized I didn't have my father beside me where he should be. I turned around with a scared feeling in the pit of my stomach and thru the sunny, breezy air far away I spotted him wandering around looking lost. I managed to get back to him through the crowd but I was worrying all the way over to him about how scared he must feel. Easy to figure out....
My dad has Alzheimer's.